Last week I told you I’d set myself a new writing challenge: I signed up for NaNoWriMo — that’s NAtional NOvel WRIting MOnth, November, when thousands of people commit to writing a 50,000 first draft of a novel in 30 days.
Well, it is October 31, so I have not written a word, but I’ve had my first NaNoWriNightmare.
I’ve been doing this series on “the writer’s inner life.” What is more definitively about your inner life than your dreams?
NaNoWriMo dreams can make a fellow feel a bit neurotic.
My friends the Desert Fathers and Mothers had a few things to say about dreams.
Some brothers came to Antony to tell him their dreams and find out whether they were true or whether they were illusions of the demons. They had set out with a donkey which had died on the journey.
When they reached Antony, before they had told him anything, he said ‘Why did your donkey die on the journey?’
They said ‘How did you know that, abba?’
He said, ‘The demons showed it to me.’ (Discretion, no. 2)
The Desert Fathers assumed that the demons were pretty well informed. It wasn’t by miraculous powers. They just got around, and kept their eyes peeled. Then they used the information to make you think they were actually God.
Antony wasn’t fooled. He knew who gave him the information, but he knew the information was true.
And so it goes with dreams. Some dreams are straight from God. Some from elsewhere. Either way you might learn something.
NaNoWriMo Dreams
In my dream NaNoWriMo was on, and I was having trouble finding a place to sit down and write. And the time was ticking away…
Wherever it came from it is a realistic assessment of what I’m about to undertake. To name just one of the challenges, I live in Pittsburgh, and my kids go to public school. That means they are home a lot.
E.g., next week we have the presidential election, and of course the schools are closed that day.
- Because those grade schoolers need to be responsible citizens and vote. No, wait, that can’t be it.
- Because the teachers need to spend their time voting — because it takes all day. No, that’s not it.
- Because if they wait till after school at 3:50 the polls will be closed. Nope.
Whatever the reason, my chances of hitting my word count on Election day are slim.
Then Friday is Veterans’ Day, and of course the schools are closed again.
- Because so many kids are veter— No, that can’t be right.
- Because there are so many activities in the community to learn about and honor veterans. No, that’s not it either.
Anyway, that’s two down for week two of NaNoWriMo before it begins. And Thanksgiving is coming. Plus there is a Sabbath every week.
I think I know where that stressful dream scenario came from.
So I’m praying I can learn how to flesh out scenes with action and dialogue really fast. Because it looks like NaNoWriMo is going to come down to something like NaNoWriWeekAndAHalfOrSo. I really hope you’ll pray for me too.
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Your turn: I’d love to hear your NaNoWriWorries or encouraging words in the comments below!
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Fr. Dustin says
You’ll have to let us know how you hashed it all out. I’m curious to see your inner workings! 😉
Best of luck to you!
Gary Neal Hansen says
Thanks Fr. Dustin. You can watch this space on Mondays, God willing, for updates.
Fr. Dustin says
Wonderful! I’m looking forward to it.
gary panetta says
I will certainly pray for you.
Don’t be discouraged over the lack of time — limited time is actually a writer’s ally. Nothing focuses the attention on the essentials of what must happen in a story like a deadline.
No matter the quality of what comes out on the page — don’t give up. Just seek out criticism and re-write.
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Gary Neal Hansen says
Thanks Gary. I’m grateful for your prayers and encouragement.
Deadlines do have the wonderful effect, as someone in the French Revolution said of the Guillotine, of focusing the mind.
And yes, quality is not the goal of a first draft. A first draf is the goal of a first draft.
Lana says
Prayers for you in this venture! Remember the old adage of how to eat an elephant: one bite at a time. Do what you can each day, use the deadline pressure to your advantage, and keep working your way toward your goal! You can and will do it, with God’s help.
Gary Neal Hansen says
Thank you so much, Lana! Sorry it took a couple days to reply — this writing project, plus the election of course, have kept me from tending to things here.
Blessings,
Gary